Monday, April 18, 2011

going to end my 1st year life

time pass so fast .. my 1st year life going to end soon .. i going to be ppl's senior ade ... arghh , y leh ... i dun like to be others senior , i want always young .. but i know , those things wun happen de .. ^^ , dun saja write only ...

recently , be naib pengarah of mo (minggu orientasi ) . i noe i cnt do it well , but i being forced to handle this post , coz they like to give chance for us to learn . i try my best to make sure my mission going well . But , there are nothing perfect , i found that i sometimes really feel very stress ... they want me think everything . Yup , is a very good chance to learn , but i need to grow up within two weeks ... really stress , i dun like that feeling . it seem like last year teenagers camp ,. Yup , cnt deny that i really grow up much , but i really dun like that feeling . WILL STRESS TILL ME KI SIAO . And at last , found that i learn skill only , how to manage my time , how to do a camp , bt not to manage my feeling ... I noe i have to find someone to console me , but sometimes really hard to find that person . The exco find me to slove the problem , but I ONLY FIRST YEAR STUDENT. I noe when i talk like that , they will feel that i not responsible enough ... that y , i keep silent , i waiting myself to ki siao ..

and yet , i go find pengarah to talk such things when i can manage my feeling well . Yup , i am that kind of person , i dun like to make others worry about me . Sometimes , i feel like want to give up, when they ask me want to handle this post or not , i ade noe , i cnt accept , i have the responsibility to do it well . yup , minggu orientasi is a big project , i dun1 to spoil it ... But , now . I pick up this post , whatever situation i have to face it .

^^ , exam is coming , but i still have the feel to writing these and those ... look like i really have much stress on this post ...
Anyway , gambateh !!!

p/s : next time write about my pe life

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