Friday, January 7, 2011

recent mood

just get my result and finish LG ( activity for buddhist society ). Dunno y i got a down feeling. May be i started emo again...
1st , 4 of my fren get the dean list , quite sad that y i cnt get it, but may be i din work hard for last sem... hehe, for the whole sem , i just play facebook and only social with others people. May be that is ok too, because i never think about my future , for me fun is everything . I dun like to get any stress ? BUT , I REALLY WISH TO GET DEAN LIST . my core grade is nice , but i noe i can get a better result , but i just nid to work harder in order to cover my poor languages.

For this sem, i will taking 2 math subject. My roomate say is quite easy for me to get a dean list for this sem. coz she think i am nice in math... But , i still sleeping in the class, din touch the book... I START WONDER WHY I BEHAVE LIKE THAT ? izit to show off that i clever enough ? my coursemate just ask me a question.

she said : hey jenny , i din saw you pay attention when in class. Then why u still come to the class? Why dun you sleep in your room?

That time i really speechless . I have no idea what i can reply her . Perhaps i can run away from that lecturer class.. ><, may be some of my coursemate think that i am clever enough and no nid to listen to the class, may be my behaviour will disturd their learning ...

may be i should change my behave, start to working hard...