Sunday, October 24, 2010

再次,乱想了

最近不知做么,前一阵子是高兴的;
现在,却低落到谷底。。

发现,原来高兴的背后是低潮;
所以才有乐极生悲这句成语;
发现,原来一直把伤心的事埋进心里;
没去好好的处理;
才会有现在的悲伤;
发现,每次都是那样;
很讨厌的东西,一律都藏在心里;
喜欢的东西,就整天挂在嘴边;
天天都告诉自己:要开心;
却忘了告诉自己:要解决心理的问题;
环保自己的心灵,学到了;
但,我又去应用吗?

明明自己有一大堆的问题;
却在别人面前,扮得很潇洒;
明明一点都不会;
但,还是不去问和解决;
林振霓,你啊...
几时才能变得真的成熟啊?
怪不得,别人都讲你幼稚;
活该!!!

P/S:
可能是自己想太多东西了;
一时控制不了自己的情绪;

Saturday, October 2, 2010

emo .... but finally there will be a sunshine for me

sometimes, i am emo... i got many feeling 1na express... mayb sometimes i think too much already, may be the thing is not complicated as i think. But, dunno y, i love to think it as complicated as i can... hehe, perhaps this is the structure of my brain... then , i can solve many question by using my "complicated" brain... getting console by my roomate, but since like nothing change with my brain.. it still function like that, i wonder that izit i will behave like that for this 4 years??? if really like that, then surely i will be suffer for this 4 year...

Sometimes, i dun like people behave too kind to me... Dunno, may be i love to independent, i like to do everything by myself... mayb i miss my fren at butterworth, i scare if u all always behave like that, i will .... ^^... mayb uni's life is like that 1. but i say it truthly, i really dun like this lifestyle, i perfer my own lifestyle.. i dun1 be controlled by someone...

**情绪,不一定要讲出来;讲了出来,有时候会惹来更多误会;那,我选择沉默**